there were on the paper such as words / sentences what you got from someone who could not comprehend that you are a humane being or what someone did against you even if you did nothing but to be. two dancers [on the first picture] have distroyed this paper and they did symbolic the same with such as hurtful words and memories... wish they were still alive [on the second picture]. words, pictures and anything what you do have power. yeah thinking has too. you can destroy beautiful things, but yeah you can console someone other, you can build something beautiful if you want and this building will be not like my street...my street is under construction since when i'v been living here..(it's ok and almost a tourist-attraction in berlin, with its little red-white striped pins, these are as like a lot of mini-TVtowers.. just sometimes the noise of the machines...) but your building can be beautiful right now. there are a lot of forms, but i think, you know you just have to feel the subtance. i don't wanna give to you words (forms) but .. yeah i can believe in the universal love. it's more important than health, knowledge or carrier etc... love is the smallest indivisible unit of the darkest deep of anything and even so you can divide it endless. not by keep smiling. it's more simplier. but yeah maybe by truthful smile or respect. so it's an ultradimensional power.. the biggest one too. but what i wanted write with my shit english knowledge.
LOV' this is my name, it happened so... but not just mine.. this is everyone's name. this is their gender, nationality, and this is the only religion. this is the first and last ideology. if you live in nihil..this is the biggest nothing. this is the really queer-feminism, antifascism, why? because it's without gender, it's no religion, no ideology, not any concept. and this is my energie on my hopeless way...and by love, it could become hopefull. i can be exist because you can be exist to me.
so my friend..i think, there is somebody who wrote before about these more better as i can. read it if you have a little time (120pages with big letters). it can be a deep travelling in you, in everyone...
"The essence of instant gratification may be found in the void it leaves behind, urging to be filled again. Those who are able to or who are forced to live with the void for a longer period may come to realizations that lead them to lose interest in instant gratifications and solutions entirely." /H.Zs. "Q"/
(hu) "A gyors hatású dolgok lényege a maguk után hagyott űrben keresendő, ami arra sarkall, hogy ismét kitöltsük. Ha valaki képes vagy kénytelen egy ideig ezt az űrt elviselni, olyasmikre jöhet rá, amik után többé nem érdeklik a gyors hatások és megoldások." /H.Zs. "Q"/
"...The left has succeeded in making it sound hollow and unconvincing. Your
average liberal blogger is happy to admit all the papers are full of
lies, all the politicians are bland sellouts, and the government is run
by lobbyists and corporate hacks. And (nothing new here) your average
citizen is happy to agree (it takes a lot of education to be dumb enough
to think otherwise). But where do you go from there"
"...The economic crisis has shattered the Washington Consensus more than a
thousand Chomsky op-eds could, while the Internet has made it possible
to organize people by the million. But the left can’t seem to move
beyond its reactive stance. If you want books that criticize the
policies of the Bush administration, you can fill up a whole library.
But if you want books on what to do instead, where do you go?"
"...I’ll even go further and take a stab at describing Chomsky’s
solution: democracy. Media democracy, to prevent the population from
being misled by deluded elites with big megaphones. Economic democracy,
to promote a better mix and fairer distribution of societal goods and
necessary evils. And political democracy, so that our military isn’t led
by murderous thugs into endless immoral engagements.
This philosophy is so different from the dominant consensus
that it takes far more than two paragraphs to explain, let alone argue
for. But who’s even trying? Instead, the audience is forced to read a
shelf of Chomsky and reverse-engineer the principles behind it.
This is better than nothing—it worked for me—but it obviously
puts a hard limit on who can be persuaded. People without the time or
the ability end up as the folks you see in liberal blog comments: people
who know something is badly wrong, but aren’t quite sure what it is or
what to do about it.
In short, leftist intellectuals need to move from simply
poking holes in the dominant consensus to clearly articulating their
alternative and proposing a concrete method for promoting it (Chomsky,
for all his brilliance, seems to espouse a theory of change that doesn’t
go much beyond getting people at his book readings to join the local ISM
chapter). I hope that more people will, because I sometimes fear that
if they don’t, there may not be many leftist intellectuals anymore." /Aaron Schwartz/
Aaron
Hillel Swartz (November 8, 1986 – January 11, 2013) was an American
computer programmer, writer, political organizer and Internet
Hacktivist. Swartz
was involved in the development of the web feed format RSS and the
Markdown publishing format, the organization Creative Commons, the
website framework web.py and the social news site, Reddit, in which he
became a partner after its merger with his company, Infogami.
Swartz's
work also focused on sociology, civic awareness and activism. He helped
launch the Progressive Change Campaign Committee in 2009 to learn more
about effective online activism. In 2010 he became a research fellow at
Harvard University's Safra Research Lab on Institutional Corruption,
directed by Lawrence Lessig. He founded the online group Demand
Progress, known for its campaign against the Stop Online Piracy Act. On
January 6, 2011, Swartz was arrested by MIT police on state
breaking-and-entering charges, after systematically downloading academic
journal articles from JSTOR. Federal prosecutors later charged him with
two counts of wire fraud and 11 violations of the Computer Fraud and
Abuse Act, carrying a cumulative maximum penalty of $1 million in fines,
35 years in prison, asset forfeiture, restitution and supervised
release. Swartz declined a plea bargain under which he would
serve six months in federal prison. Two days after the prosecution
rejected a counter-offer by Swartz, he was found dead in his Brooklyn,
New York apartment, where he had hanged himself."
two shift leaders were talking to each other at 15:57, M arrived as they had to start their shift at 16:00. M wanted to start their work but one of the 2 shift leaders called them over and said to them and to the other shift leader: - "M would like to work here."
the other shift leader: - "M., actually would you like to work?"
M: - "do I have another choice?"
the two shift leaders became a little bit confused by M's half-ironic smile (M started working there almost 3 months ago).
the above leader's favorite little song, what the new employees had to repeat after him during the preparation for the opening of the restaurant, was: "follow the leader leader leader!!! follow the leader leader!!!" (repeat 3-5 or more times) (it seemed to M like something in 1984 or a kind of rhyme like "follow the führer führer führer")
in case of overwork they said: every hour is paid. ok but i say: really underpaid. (ok it's not required to work here i know but if you are an immigrant with 3-years of german language-knowledge, that's not native level... not really close to reach irreproachable C1 knowledge)
you know about the work hours now...and your work seconds? your every second is under control, they don't believe in you, they don't believe that you work. if you clear the table in one part of the restaurant, the shift leader comes to you and asks you to account for not picking up the plates in the other part of the restaurant. once M answered: sorry i can't clone myself... but a concrete dialog to this point:
shift leader: "it's nothing, right now, this restaurant is almost empty and just look around!! why are those tables full with dishes?"
M: "because i was at the other side of this hall and i was clearing the tables there"
shift leader: "you are not fast enough."
M: "if you are not satisfied with my work, please go to our boss and tell him. you can kick me out, you have the right to kick me out, this world is like that. i know." (and M began to cry, they were a little bit sensitive on this day because they had just gotten their period and for some weeks they had had enough of this leadership, so they continued crying throughout their speech): "i work as i can. i do all I can and how i can. that's my maximum." (the shift leader backed off, maybe he felt some empathy after M's crying.)
there are some shift leaders (great mass) who have similar logic as the above, and there are more colleagues who think that you don't work fast enough and why are you so quiet? at least you don't work the way they imagine that you should.
a positive point (!): there are two intelligent shift leaders and there are some intelligent colleagues. if you are lucky, you've got a workday when you can work with these latter ones. if you are lucky you don't have to work til 4 or 5 a.m.
what can you do? how can you change? maybe you think that you can got just a similarly shitty job... maybe you are so tired on your free days that you are not able to look for another little bit better job...what can somebody do whose German-knowledge is worse than yours? and if an employee accepts these above? what can somebody do if they work as a dishwasher, zimmermädchen (chambermaid) / roomboy, server (with an A1-A2, or B1-B2 german knowledge) and they keep working? i guess in some years they will become regular visitors of physiotherapists who will be financed by their health insurance which was subtracted from their salaries before. they will become lame or worse... and how much will their pensions be later and for how long? viz. for how long can they live as pensioners before they die? i can see the guests. they are rich young people, rich 30-40-50 year-olds and rich old men and old-ladies, etc... i don't believe that they or their parents work more than you or they are more effective or smarter than you. you've got the potential, everybody has the potential...i know. but somebody has the potential with handicaps maybe with accumulated handicaps...and it's just an example of big cities in western-Europe. what is it like in pakistan, bangladesh? and in china, where half the country is in slavery and the other half is capitalist and some exceptions are rich? why does somebody have more houses, cars, holidays, free seconds at their jobs (i know somebody who works 12 minutes per day (in a 8 hours/day job with really good salary. do you know that she is more qualified? maybe but why? does it depend on just ability really? sure!:D while some others have nothing and are almost homeless?
i am not a punk but almost one. i am not a refugee but almost one. i am not an enemy but almost one. yeah and i am totally bad if you ask certain people. don't pity me, in a few months (but not at this job, my back can bear max. a few more days here) i will pick up my backpack and i will go away i don't know where. maybe with my bike. actually i have never been on a holiday. i know i cannot run from globalisation and maybe i will become ill on the sun and then i will need an operation and if i have no health-insurance, i will die soon. on the beach. or in the desert. or in the park. i wanna ride a camel in the desert. there are 2 camels in the park. you can come with me. we can take some sandwiches with winter salami and we can drink some herbal tea from Uncle Gyuri and do some asanas. i can't practice yoga but i know it helps my back. you can hug me and that helps me too. and let's climb a tree too. it's the best way.
"Given its growing importance to the global economy, however, it's easy to forget that Brazil is still a widely-impoverished nation. Brazil's total GDP is the world's sixth largest. Forbes says the country produced 19 new millionaires every day between 2009 and 2011.
But inequality is rife.
The World Bank says that 21.4% of the population live below the poverty line, with 4.2% estimated to live below the "extreme poverty line" (less than $1.25 a day).
Many analysts think that Brazil simply wasn't ready to host a major sporting event, let alone two in quick succession. They said the same about South Africa in 2010 and Beijing in 2008. There's a pattern emerging, and organising committees should take note.
Fifa and the International Olympic Committee (IOC) are monopolies. They get all the countries in the world to bid against each other to host events, inevitably drawing bids that are extravagant, outlandish and inappropriate. "Even though Brazil has been growing, it is still a less-developed country," says Zimbalist. "There's a lot of poverty, low per capita income and a lack of social services. It's a powder keg, Fifa was asking for trouble. In hindsight it's crystal clear."
China and India both faced similar troubles when hosting the Olympic and Commonwealth Games, respectively. Russia "made a mess in Sochi", but authoritarianism in these countries meant they were able to keep civil unrest under control."
Silvio Rodriguez "El Necio" dalának szövegének estem neki 2. spanyolórám után. A szövegben található "La Necedad"-ot Silvio Rodriguez kubai háttértörtenétenék ismerete nélkül nehéz lenne megérteni (sem magyarban, sem angolban, sem németben stb. nincs rá kifejezés, csak mellé lehet fordítani az őrült-tel).
A normális eloszlás dombjának nagytöbbségen kívül eső csücskeit jelenti, ahogyan arra a nagytöbbség tekint (pl. kapitalista világ Kubára), egyben a kiscsücsök is magára a külvilággal szemben (megértem mit csináltok, hogyan működtök, de nem fogadom el). Magányos farkasoknak (la Necia, el Necio), az egyik legszebb dal, amit Lajhi életeben hallott:
Lajhi fordítása :)
Egy másik latin-amerikai különlegességgel is készült Lajhi, a könyv max. használtan kapható. Közkincs. A világ egyik legjobb könyve...múltkor ajánlottam: Julio Cortazar: Fantomas a (multinacionális) vámpirok ellen.
Ha valamiféle értelmes választ keresel Paks2, Afganisztán, Ukrajna, Kuba, USA, Iran, kelet-nyugat, észak-dél, Föld-űr, olaj, globalizáció, fegyverkezés, nők jogai, művészet kérdésekre, de ha csak egy letehetetlen olvasmányra vágysz ami átgyúr, megmozgat, itt elolvashatod a teljes regényt:
"Mókus, the rough thing is, that yesterday night, I was at the Möbelolfe with the girls, as usually... Meanwhile, in the neighborhood of Hungary, dozens of people were killed. They were demonstrating about freedom, and because of the extraordinary poverty, and for one day, to connect to EU. Which just can wait for them cleaning and dishwashing jobs, as it waiting for us all from eastern europe. This is why more than 26 people died for. In Kiev. But it could’ve happened in Budapest too. It’s sad, inhuman and inconceivable. But the saddest thing in all this is indifference. The indifference of the european people. Today I didn’t see any posts about this, about Ukraine of my western-european ( French, German, or whatever ) friends walls. Just one of my german friends went to a demonstration against the Ukrainian violence. At least she said yes in the event. She was care about it. My Ukrainian, Polish and Hungarian friends are shareing it, and they feel sad about it. But all quiet in the western front. Didn’t happen with them, that people killed each other in the countries next to them, since 1968. (except Northern Ireland and Basque Country). There was no Balkan war, and no Ceau?escu massacre..They can’t even imagine. They lost their empathy and that kind of fear, what you can feel in your guts. This is Afrika for them, so do we. This world, this system, start from the fake EU, through pig-fat-USA, to Putin’s empire, it’s ready to decay. It can’t go on like this. We have to wake up."
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